Tuesday, Apr. 12, 2005 - 09:49

Hello gentle Reader.

This will be a short entry. Woke from a dream a couple of hours or so ago… it felt so real; it was more like it was all happening again, rather than just being a dream

I was lost in darkness and couldn’t breath, and he was straddling me on the bed. The pillow was pressed firm against my face. His body’s weight pinned my otherwise helpless form to the mattress. Then came the explosion of pain in my lower back… and then somehow I managed to break out of the dream and wake, only I didn’t realise I was awake at first; it felt as though Simon was still in the room with me.

Strangely enough, I woke to find myself sleeping on my back; ordinarily I always sleep on my side, favoring the right side usually. I was gasping in air. And most peculiar of all, I suppose, is the fact that my back is out again. The pain has me scarcely able to straighten up and walking is extremely difficult.

It’s almost as if my body has relived that night just as strongly as my mind….

I cannot keep going through this… it’s killing me.

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